February 2012
15 posts
I recently finished reading a book titled Dead To You, it was sadly the first book I have taken an interest in in so many months. I finished it within two days, I guess that’s just how well written it was. I thought I’d just share that with all of you. Reading, to me is amazing..it’s just hard to find that one book that makes you love reading again. Now it’s all about...
So bored.
1 - Who was the last person you texted?
Zac-attack, talking about our non-date.
2 - When is your birthday?
January 24th, That was the day gold was discovered, also my mommas birthday :)
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
“With you” :D
4 - What sports do you play?
Main sport, all day everyday, the love of my life = Basketball
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
...
Anonymous asked: you looked really pretty tonight.
passionunspoken asked: Lay it all out on the floor, Pai. You already know I'll be there to support. =)
Here it is, the day is finally here. The day that I have been waiting for ever since 2nd grade. SENIOR NIGHT! Playing basketball is the best feeling in the world, especially when you get to play it with some of the best people in the world. You don’t know how many families I have and people I am thankful for for being there for me, supporting me, teaching me, and sticking by me. Ever since...
This is why I hate looking forward to something, I hate having to cope with the fact that what I want so bad probably won’t ever happen. You become bitter when you expect something to happen, so best thing to do is to not expect, to not want, or desire. It’s best to live with no goals so you won’t be disappointed. This is the negative side of me. I’ll get over it, but...
me: acts politely, goes to school, does homework, follows rules
parents: you're fucking out of control
January 2012
28 posts
It’s times like this where I’m glad I’m leaving, not high school, but a wide range of high school kids. They need to finally grow up and live their own life, not others. I’m tired of immature people.
Anonymous asked: you're beautiful
I wanna play basketball so fucking bad!
The simplicity of the day is a constant fear, I’m trying to release my anxiety but at the same time be on my toes, for the lightest feather could create a huge crack. I wish I could just take a deep breath and say everything’s finally coming back into place, but then..I’ll just be jinxing it. So for now, my toes will have to endure.
What a great fucking morning…Woke up took a walk outside, my crutches slipped on water forcing me to press down hard on my ankle and falling harshly to the floor. I’m losing it. Now its back to throbbing pain, bruised elbows, and a cut up arm.
It was one of those perfect days. I walked outside, feeling the warm cement under my feet, the cool breeze that flowed through my hair, the bright blue sky accompanied with fluffy white clouds. I took a deep breath in and gradually walked towards you. As you came from the distance not a word was spoken, we stared at each other as if we knew what the next move was. Beside you now, we both started...
What are you doing to me?…
Being on crutches and having cuts on your feet is probably one of the worsts things to happen after you break up with someone. Why? You’re left immobile, unable to go out on your own, forced to stay at home where the only thing that you’re capable of doing is thinking about what happened. Your thoughts start to consume you, you lay there and watch your...
Everyone asked me what happened today…I couldn’t just tell them, Oh it was a basketball incident because it wasn’t. The only person who really knew, without me saying a word was surprisingly my stats teacher Mr.Doan. He looked at me and said is this how you get over a relationship?! At first I was in denial, this couldn’t have happened because of what happened between me...
yapyapyap asked: Hey, you still have another 361 days before the year ends. Don't let the world win the war already. Keep your head up. Don't let this ruin you. I don't know if this is going to mean anything to you, but someone once told me this: "It isn't going to keep raining forever. And at the end of each rainstorm, after all the clouds clear, there's going to be a rainbow...
I guess the world is throwing everything it’s got to stop me in my tracks. I thought you were going to be a fresh start 2012, but not even the first week, and you’re tearing me apart limb by limb.
January 1, 2012 - Almost lost the love of my life…
January 3, 2012 -Almost lost him again…
January 5, 2012 -
3 month anniversary! haha but whatever cos I actually lost him...
December 2011
38 posts
All I have to say is, this is the same way I ended last year…so much for resolution.
How can I sum all of what I have to say in a post… I love you. Three words put together given an incredibly strong meaning. You ask me, why? Why do I want to be with you? Here’s part my answer…ever since I got off the phone with you after filling out your termination notice, I was left with a decision to text you in order to keep our conversation going…if you were nothing...
Hot Chocolate
WatchHappy Birthday to my amazing boyfriend, @peterchristran <3 December 18, 2012. Stayed up until 12:00am so I could be the first person to say “Happy Birthday Babe!” Woke up and drove over to his house with lunch, movie, and his birthday gift (which he couldn’t open until 4pm). Sat on the floor and ate our delicious meal, while laughing at the movie. Then just decided to cuddle...
